la la la. Went to school today fer orientation. Our class kinda quiet. The head of school was friendly n i love his 'lecture'. LOL. The way he speaks made mi felt surprised because his command of english was really good. Got to learn more from him then. The school was like any normal secondary school. There's gym, bball court, badminton court etc. Haha. Gonna start school next monday. Next week i got to attend school fer 4 days. The following week even worst. 5 days school. Urgh~ But i believe it will be fun! Looking forward to it. Yay!

Out of a sudden, i feel something pierced through my heart. As if a person took a knife n plunged into it deeply. My heart stopped beating fer awhile. Blood flowing towards my brain. It made my brain stopped working fer a moment. Tings aren't going smoothly like the way i wan it to be. I felt so depressed n disappointed. I felt so hurt. Tears keep flowing but i dunno y. I can't find the root of the problem, i can onli bear wif it n bottle it up in my heart. I'm tired. Seriously tired after all these years. I've tried my veri best. I need to slp n bear wif the pain. When i looked back, it all seems so beautiful. Maybe as years passes, human changes. Human changes to a state whereby we dun even noe we've changed. It's terribly scary n onli the onlookers can notice it. Or maybe i've changed too. I've changed to become more stupid or more demanding in life. I don't know. I juz hope everything would be back to normal. I really had enough. I'm tired. Good Nite.

It has been a long time since i last blog. Went fer movie last sunday wif mao n boon hao. haha. Mon as usual went down to mao's workplace. Tues went to Psb Academy to register fer my course. Will be starting on the 18th may. Aww~ Time flies. After tat, mi n baobei ger ger eva went to tiong bahrun plaza to haf our lunch. We stayed there fer 3 hours!! omg! We chatted fer quite some time as we eat. Though the salmon wasnt as good as Ikoi Japanese Restaurant and The Noble House, but it's still edible. Haha. Went to shop fer pens n stuffs at the popular. Having the go to school mood alr. Wednesday, went to meet dave n guys fer supper. One group of jokers. lol. So it was quite fun though. Mr bean is nice. Loves their chicken chop. =) N fer thursday, i spend the whole day at home. Sleeping. Mao went to gym wif his fren n i stayed at home to haf my beauty slp. lol. Going out soon to watch my son's performance in school. Mothers' day performance. Wahahaha.

Time passes so fast. Juz dunno y i'm feeling totally bad today. Had done alot of tinking. Life seems difficult. Humans r eventually humans. Humans do change. Sometimes it got to do wif character, sometimes changes occured when there's no more affinity between them. Seriously, i'm tired. Tired of wad i'm doing now n oso hated myself. Economy isn't good now a days. Business not tat good as well. Really dunno when then i'll haf a windfall so tat i can juz sit back n relax myself. Can someone understand mi? My feelings n share the same sentiments as mi? Tink i's difficult to understand as well. I juz hope someone could juz pull mi outta tis shit n make mi feel alive again. I'm really dead beat.